X-Cop Fly Company

i know what we need, and it’s not what they think…

Friday, August 13th, 2010

the future, what is it? it’s frightening because there really isn’t a succeeding stage to look forward to. it gets me very upset and years ago i lost a job partly due to stress over it (there were other reasons, but that might have been all part of it). if you did things wrong back [...]

so now i’ve reached the point of near-scientific proof, it’s not just me…

Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010

terrible. why? it doesn’t make sense! it shouldn’t make sense, something’s seriously wrong with this picture. what’s going on here? ;( it surely can’t be this way forever! scientifically! it’s impossible! and if it is, the world will never be the same…

Deleted my Facebook account…

Sunday, June 13th, 2010

All of it. Photos, likes, “friends”, groups, info, even my name. Then I deleted (not deactivated) the account. In other words, everything I could get rid of, I did. Now it’s gone. I feel a sort of emptiness inside, though I’m sure it’ll pass as it didn’t make a damn difference. It’s like a new [...]

Nostalgia Gone Wrong

Sunday, February 21st, 2010

Sometimes people listen to music because it reminds them of something. Except (in my case) it has come to a point where I feel miserable, either because I’m not there anymore, or that it came from a more hopeful time. Right now, it’s this game I used to play – the game demands constant play [...]

knowing you had so many chances years ago

Sunday, February 7th, 2010

unfortunately you made some stupid decisions, were incredibly gullible, then paid for it for the rest of your life. you got angry at all the wrong people, and eventually all the others just couldn’t support you because then they looked bad. this was ten years ago. for the next 5 years you did your best [...]