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Sick. I have a cold (or something like it) and am very tired. I’m on call tomorrow, and have to be up early, despite the chaos which happened last night, which you were unable to handle in this state, being excessively rude, making rash decisions about people and reversing them less than five minutes later. [...]

I was almost there. Really. I was very close. The dissatisfaction was nonexistent – and reality, even less. After hours of refusing, I was slowly forced to accept that this disproven fantasy of hope no longer existed. I couldn’t pretend anymore – despite the self-induced illusion of past feelings of hope, I had to accept [...]

Discovered recently as I needed a notebook to jot down some ideas for something. Actually, I had been using it for that game I’m working on’s map, but out of embarrassment I was too afraid to look at the notebook’s previous writings. Instead of ignoring or taping together or ripping out the pages as I [...]

that’s what was bugging me. i mentioned two weeks ago that i was looking up stuff about feng shui and re-arranged my room according to what i read, following the “eight aspirations” method almost perfectly because it better fit my room’s layout. the thing is, when i feel upset about something in my life, i [...]

had to take stuff down from one area because i was getting upset by what was there. i’ll probably eliminate that area from my room completely or ignore changing it as the stuff i put there made me upset. i got some suggestions to try something on the internet, i’ll try them as soon as [...]

(Slightly abridged from something I posted to Usenet earlier tonight) We need to cut any and all government funding of public, private, nonprofit, and academic efforts researching “curing” mental illness, autism, retardation, etc. because there is a major conflict of interest issue. Unlike medication, which treats symptoms such as depression, anxiety, paranoia, attentiveness, etc., a [...]

I’ve always maintained that there is an agenda behind the media establishment’s mocking and opposing faith, religion, family, and culture – that being the lacking created by promiscuous sex, abuse of drugs and alcohol, and other superficial phenomenon creates psychological voids in one’s life, which can be temporarily “fixed” by buying the products in the [...]

Van Irion, a lawyer and Congressional candidate from Tennessee, recently began a class action suit to repeal the recently-passed Obamacare. There is more to Irion’s case than just Obamacare – he is challenging several FDR-era Supreme Court rulings which have since given near unlimited powers to the federal government. For example, one of Obamacare’s notable [...]

…then it is spam. I was really unhappy to see, this afternoon, that someone had linked to my previous blog entry and written a commentary themselves, which I could only read a half a paragraph, since the user shut their blog down on the same day. No Internet Archive either. I guess it’s forever lost [...]

I ordered a Whopper with large fries, and like all fast food restaurants, large fries come with the ridiculously large soda you keep in the fridge and finish within two days. The Burger King I went to had a public soda dispenser (i.e., not behind the cashiers). The following appeared on my plastic soda cup: [...]