Sunday, May 2nd, 2010
my stomach hurts everytime i hear a song i listened to back then, every time i think of those abandoned papers in the other room and the radio show and software associated with it, even an old show returned and got me upset too. i can try again, but there is a catch – not [...]
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Sunday, February 21st, 2010
Sometimes people listen to music because it reminds them of something. Except (in my case) it has come to a point where I feel miserable, either because I’m not there anymore, or that it came from a more hopeful time. Right now, it’s this game I used to play – the game demands constant play [...]
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Sunday, February 7th, 2010
unfortunately you made some stupid decisions, were incredibly gullible, then paid for it for the rest of your life. you got angry at all the wrong people, and eventually all the others just couldn’t support you because then they looked bad. this was ten years ago. for the next 5 years you did your best [...]
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Monday, January 25th, 2010
I cannot stop thinking lately about this one time in my life, just before and at the beginning of my college education. I have been obsessed with music and TV shows from that time lately, as well as pre-9/11 politics and society – these are all for some reason stuck in my mind as if [...]
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