X-Cop Fly Company

That things are still good between us.

Sick. I have a cold (or something like it) and am very tired. I’m on call tomorrow, and have to be up early, despite the chaos which happened last night, which you were unable to handle in this state, being excessively rude, making rash decisions about people and reversing them less than five minutes later. [...]

I was almost there. Really. I was very close. The dissatisfaction was nonexistent – and reality, even less. After hours of refusing, I was slowly forced to accept that this disproven fantasy of hope no longer existed. I couldn’t pretend anymore – despite the self-induced illusion of past feelings of hope, I had to accept [...]

i know i said too much i know i complain too much i know i ask too many questions but that is the reality the reality of life it can be empty, void, and ugly while you shine in the wasteland you call it a wasteland this land where waste is prohibited the need to [...]

You know, you look back at stuff, and you sensate some of it, and then you realize, “That wasn’t so bad, it was actually pretty cool!” Of what you remember anyway, you tend to not remember what you don’t want to, though it occasionally returns to you in ugly exaggerated forms. Four different worlds you’ve [...]

if you’ve been following my yahoo calendar you’ll see that i’m almost completely finished putting together flypapers iii. but i’m too tired (woke up early) and had a long day and can’t do any more. same with something else i planned to do this week, didn’t do enough of it to count. god bless america, [...]

XWVUTSR|ABC|DEFGHIJ ZY it’s got a germ on it Note: this post was written on paper after writing the rant posted here last night. Originally entitled “Addendum”, this post was to include a poem called “DigiGhost Online” (DigiGhosts?), at the end of it. I was too tired and forgot my ideas for the poem before I [...]

The new year 2011 is approaching. I get a haircut tomorrow and then New Year’s Eve begins. 2011 will probably be an interesting year, unlike the past few years. Very excited about something next summer which marks a major change in my life. Christmas wasn’t too annoying and hopefully winter won’t last unusually long. And [...]

For once in my life, my vote actually counted – I was always too conservative for the rest of the state to have every candidate I vote for win, but not this time I’ve started taking this out from the depths of my computer and who knows, maybe I’ll actually finish something! I just saw [...]

I decided today to increase the “journal” portion of this site to a regular thing. The news and politics and funny pictures and videos won’t go away, and there will still probably be more of those than journal entries, but I think it’s a great way to add stuff to the public domain, whereas these [...]