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All it takes

Thursday, April 26th, 2012

Sometimes all it takes is one or two sentences of something to make me feel miserable for days and nights afterward. And that is what happened last night which continues through this evening, and hopefully will end soon. At least there is light in the evening. Otherwise I’d probably be totally destroyed. And adding to [...]

Generation (Oba)Mao

Saturday, April 7th, 2012

Communist leader Mao Tse-tung was known for his repeated attempts to change all aspects of China into his school of Communism. This included the abolition of their gods, religions, and philosophers and forcing people into work on collective farms. Anyone who got in his way were sent to re-education camps or killed. Something very similar [...]

where

Saturday, March 31st, 2012

I wonder if they know how I feel. I wonder if they even think about me anymore. Either of them. Any of them. When I need them the most. (Do they even remember me?)

the *real* wasteland

Wednesday, March 21st, 2012

i know i said too much i know i complain too much i know i ask too many questions but that is the reality the reality of life it can be empty, void, and ugly while you shine in the wasteland you call it a wasteland this land where waste is prohibited the need to [...]

little damselfly

Wednesday, February 15th, 2012

little damselfly used to fly everywhere till a wing was bitten by a bird now she’s forced to crawl all over the world she is very sad all the fun she had when she could fly in the air when things weren’t this bad one day she crawls into an old scary barn she meets [...]

Is This A Joke?

Thursday, September 30th, 2010

Sure sounds like one. From AP via the Repeal the 17th Amendment Blog: Legislation to turn down the volume on those loud TV commercials that send couch potatoes diving for their remote controls looks like it’ll soon become law. The Senate unanimously passed a bill late Wednesday to require television stations and cable companies to [...]

i know what we need, and it’s not what they think…

Friday, August 13th, 2010

the future, what is it? it’s frightening because there really isn’t a succeeding stage to look forward to. it gets me very upset and years ago i lost a job partly due to stress over it (there were other reasons, but that might have been all part of it). if you did things wrong back [...]

so now i’ve reached the point of near-scientific proof, it’s not just me…

Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010

terrible. why? it doesn’t make sense! it shouldn’t make sense, something’s seriously wrong with this picture. what’s going on here? ;( it surely can’t be this way forever! scientifically! it’s impossible! and if it is, the world will never be the same…

Deleted my Facebook account…

Sunday, June 13th, 2010

All of it. Photos, likes, “friends”, groups, info, even my name. Then I deleted (not deactivated) the account. In other words, everything I could get rid of, I did. Now it’s gone. I feel a sort of emptiness inside, though I’m sure it’ll pass as it didn’t make a damn difference. It’s like a new [...]

1994? 96 maybe?

Sunday, February 21st, 2010

Why did it have to change into this? Everyone hates when you’re forced to change plans, but drastic shifts in society which work against you, which you try and fight for the next 5 or so years, watching yourself fail over and over again and praying for something to change. They say they are happier, [...]